When I found out we can actually find Lilith in our charts I was amazed. I was quick to inject my chart with the missing info to see what house and sign this mystical Goddess was ruling. Can you guess what it was? Pisces 8th house conjunct my Sun..take a look at this blog, are you surprised? I'm not. :)
In astrology there are actually three Liliths! Yes, I said three and you need to do a little bit of work to locate them. Hey, she's not going to make it easy for you!
The Three Liliths:
Asteroid Lilith
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Crescent Moon
She is found orbiting in the asteroid belt between Mars and Jupiter
Asteroid Lilith takes about four years to orbit the Sun. This asteroid represents the demonized aspects of the feminize. The parts of us that are shamed or deemed dangerous. In the chart this asteroid shows where we struggle with social judgments that define how we should express our femininity. Were we struggle because we don't tit in, or where we may not be seen clearly by others. This asteroid prominent in a chart can indicate a woman who does not "fit it" or experiences some form of exile in her life.
Keywords: feminism, exile, equality, unconventional, confrontational, rebellion, sacred prostitute, Lilith against Adam in Paradise
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Dark Moon Lilith
(Also known as Waldermath)
h58
New Moon
Believed to be the Earths second Moon
Dark Moon Lilith circles the Earth and is only seen on rare occasions when it is opposite the Sun. The existence of the moon has not been verified by astronomers, but has been seen. It spends about 10 days in each sign. Dark Moon Lilith represents our creative instincts and primal emotions. In astrology the energy of this moon is best used for spiritual, objective and creative expression. Her location in the chart shows us an area where we must grow beyond our early emotional conditioning. There is deep pain in this placement, this energy is powerful and can become very dark and vengeful if it remains unhealed.
Keywords: The Shadow, rage, vengeance, emotional pain, anti mother, catharsis, demon goddess Lilith.
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Black Moon Lilith
(Also known as Osculating Moon)
h13
Full Moon
A geometrical point in space
My favorite! Black Moon Lilith is the essence of the mystery behind Lilith. BML is a geometrical point (like the rising sign in astrology). The Moon's path around the Earth is elliptical, therefore has two centers, one of the them is the Moon (lunar) the other is BML. She spends about 9 months in each sign. In astrology BML is also described as the apogee of the Moon's orbit. In the chart BML represents where we can reach deeper truth, have soul rattling relationships, and experiences the world from our Soul's point of view. In this area we must feel, let go and surrender to the primal energy in us. The fiery passion of our soul can be found here.
Keywords: Magic, sex, psychic healing, shamanism, kundalini, magnetism, occult knowledge, Lilith as the serpent in the Garden of Eden.
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Lilith & I, A Love Story: A little about me and what Lilith means in my chart
Asteroid Lilith: 8 degrees Pisces 8th house (conjunct my Sun)
This is the rebellious, sexy, alternative lifestyle aspect of Lilith. She conjuncts my Sun, the sun is my core expression, my core self. The 8th house is the house of sex, death and other peoples money. It's also the house where we merge with spirit, esoteric knowledge and on a soul level with others. I've always have deeply intense (for good or ill) relationships, crazed mergings that left the both of us dazed. I have also been into esoteric and taboo subjects from a very early age. I almost went to college for mortuary science! I took criminal psychology classes for fun and became a solitary witch at age 13. I also went through every hair color possible, almost every piercing and now I'm just fine with tattoos. I also hate labels, let's just say Pan had the right idea. As far as exile and fitting in, I never did. Even the time I tried hard too. I even scared off some partners and friends in the past because they could not stuff me into a "ideal" stereotype.
Dark Moon Lilith: 0 degrees Scorpio 3/4th house border (conjunct my Pluto)
This is the hurt/vengeful side of Lilith. Pluto is the planet of power, sexuality and transformation. This powerful energy is sitting on the cusp of my 3rd house (communication, siblings, the mind) and
4th house (the home, family, roots). I had a very hard relationship with my mother most of my life, and my home life was difficult to put it nicely. I took so long to speak as a child that doctors though I had speech issues and my siblings saw me as this mean, cold and dark person due to my protective wall I had up. I felt powerless most of my youth and became very violent in my preteen years (against myself and others), instilling fear in others gave me a power I never had before. I must add, the violence was not random. I was overweight and not the most attractive of the bunch, so I took my violence out on those who teased me only. Not innocent bystanders. The anger in me was dangerous, I knew this. And made a conscious decision to change at 16, I was fearful of how much darker I would get if I did not make a change. Now, as a shamanic witch and astrologer I feel deep power in my work and my connection with others. I have healed and channeled my Dark Moon Lilith/Pluto energy.
Black Moon Lilith: 3 degrees Pisces 8th house (conjunct my Mercury)
BML is the magnetic, occult knowledge seeking, hypnotic and healing goddess aspect of Lilith. She conjuncts my Mercury, the planet of the mind the communication. All of this goes down in my transformative 8th house. This post is a prime example of this pairing...it's this energy in action! I'm a writer, before all the other stuff I do. I write about the deep, dark experiences humans have. I like to go deep, dig under the surface and come out the other side. Transformation is a deep theme in my life, in many ways. I'm very connected to past lives, I have lived many and have a very old soul. I feel I am putting to practice now talents from past lives. My mission now is sharing my message, communicating what I know. If you are reading this you can see I'm making small steps, but progress non the less. As for the shamanic element of this Lilith, once I discovered shamanism there was no turning back, It changes my life and healed some deep wounds.
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What does Lilith mean to you? Where is she in your chart? A great way to find out is to set up an free account with www.Astro.com. On the bottom of the Extended chart selection page you'll want to click the link "List of Horoscope factors and hypothetical planets". In the pop up menu you will want to selects h13,h21 and h58 to see all three Liliths in your chart.
"Goddess of the night
I feel your wings support me
and your ancient knowledge flow within me
I am power
I am history
I am sexual
I am goddess."
My original chant to Lilith
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